I think I'm fine when I'm alone and not being judged. It only when I'm around others that I have my doubts. I just read my post, the one I wrote at 2:30am, of returning to camp a few days ago. I remember making the post, but couldn't remember what I wrote. Now that I... Continue Reading →
I think the one thing I miss the most is fresh produce being easily purchased. Not only was it less expensive, it was way closer. Part of my weight I packed in was a bunch of vegetables. I had herbs, apples and salad fixin's. Spoiled myself with a salad instead of a bag of doritos.... Continue Reading →
I dont think if I had planned it, things wouldn't have worked out so well. Quick update, it has now been over two weeks since I contacted my mental health provider, to speak with the last professional familiar with my situation. She has not tried to contact me by phone, email, USPS or pigeon. Ok,... Continue Reading →
Yet another fine example of not knowing when to say when. I headed to town today to do three things. I needed to pick up my heart medications, charge batteries at the library and pickup a few supplies at the store. Well, I got all of that done and one side mission. The side mission... Continue Reading →
I have suspected foul play in the cardiologist's office for a while now. I was looking at this issue all wrong, because the evidence was right in front of me. I have been trying to figure out, what I thought was complicated, something very simple. The fact that I couldn't find evidence was the proof.... Continue Reading →
Today is 10 days since called Sound to speak with the last remaining mental health professional familiar with my case and she still hasn't contacted me. I am left to speculate two things: Sound is preventing her from contacting me in some way. She no longer is with Sound and didn't bother to let me... Continue Reading →
This is the audio recording of my last mental health appointment towards the end of March, before I received my Social Security hearing decision. *The weight loss in a short time referenced was 31 pounds in 25 days. Hyperacusis - the opposite of hearing loss.Phonophobia - fear of being around noise.